"Why do you do this to yourself?"
"Because it's the only way I can dream."
"Why is it so important to dream?"
"Because in my dreams we're still together."
"These aren't just dreams. These are memories. You said never to use memories."
"I know I did."
"You're trying to keep her alive. You can't let her go."
"You don't understand. These are the moments I regret, the memories that I have to change."
This is the part you call me loco, to get on with shit and face the skittles. See what I did there. Or maybe not if you have a sense of humour.
My phone has been out of use for most of the day, so I 'borrowed' my brothers again. It was then I realised he has more peoples numbers than me, and shot myself in the eye with a cream egg full of meth and sorrow. Anyway, my phone situation is looking pretty grim, it never really recovered from taking a bath with me about 2 weeks ago (yeah, that's how often I wash) or being dropped minimum
times every conversation (for a supremely confident god I have a lot of nervous habits...). With some super sweet parameters. Phwoar, not sure about you random soon-to-be-creeped-out innocent reader, but than level of maths has got everything pretty sexed up. Steamy. It's something to do with Riemann Spheres (?) which is an imaginary part of maths (lots of square root of minus one antics) that allows for dividing by zero. Yes. Feel free to end your life now, knowing that you have achieved it's purpose.
But yeah, my phone, it's pretty out of shape, unlike me, who is incredible. I was going to
I've painted a perfect picture of the world.
I don't know guys, there many reasons I've written this, the most important of which is red. Maybe I'll be a serial killer.
Right, my last few days. Completed CREED twice and ROME once, both of which are in capitals as they're by far cooler than anything else I've written and that's how I say them in real life. I don't want to tell you what kind of noise I make immediately after saying either. Similar to after the equation earlier. It's been really good fun, other things have been done, talking to excellent people. Swimming again tomorrow and camping (first of the summer) Friday :D. I'm planning on replacing my circulatory system with Disaronno.
Things are good, times can only get better I guess. I get that my last several posts, including this one, have serious messages, but I'm trying to break out of the trend with this one. Though I think this is mainly just my most important thoughts hastily mashed together, so when I wake up with no idea who I am Saturday morning I'll have here everything that is me. :)
PEACE X
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